Monday, August 29, 2005
geog paper today, i think it was okay but it'll turn out like shit. ha. map reading was jus.. wonderful. :/
stayed back in school while nor and jo did their art, and i did my search and find till my neck hurt and i did it from about 930 to 230. five hours straight. helped jo paint lulu (or the board that lulu is on anyway) under the scorching sun until i couldnt take it anymore.
went for lunch, met mabel, gwen and eunice. mm it was quite fun. :D HAHAHAHA. im damn evil luh. then went to study at long johns. where i continued doing my search and find and gwen, mabel and eunice couldnt stop talking while doing their work. eunice and gwen are like damn funny please! hilarious, really
our plan to ditch jo and eunice failed. roar, went popular shopping and me and mabel got twin green staplers! :)
i HATE you so much mabel lee may :) i cant seem to stay angry at you for long. roar, whats with you mann! hahahahha. idiotttt
aiight im gon go find out my practical time now, i have no clue.
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
am i happy?
Y bring on the bling
8:16 PM
8:16 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
perhaps this hidden love will stay hidden,forever.
Y bring on the bling
11:39 PM
11:39 PM
screw all the emo songs,
no matter what i do, what i think, what i feel, what i want, i gotta learn to accept the fact that its all jus impossible.
you leave me so confused. and im sick of going on an emotional rollercoaster ride every single waking moment of my life. i want to hate you. its breaking me apart, and you dont even know. WHY? why me. why you. why now.
dont you know that you're jus giving me heartache every single day. i cant even rant here, playthatfunkymusic,diary-x is jus what i need now. im out,ROAR
Cause all I've ever wanted Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I've ever wanted
Is you.
Tell me why do I go on believing your lies
And why everytime you hurt well, I'm always so surprised
I know that I should give up, find somebody new
But it's a hopeless situation
Cause I'm still in love with you.
Oh girl, still in love with you.
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me,
You don't even notice me.
Y bring on the bling
10:44 PM
10:44 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
mm second time ive been home straight after school this week;
yesterday nor, jo, mabel and jacinta came over to study and we ended up watching tv, eating, talking and eating some more. and today doesnt count cos i went home, bathed and went out again. HAHA oh well.
i studied 20 pages of ss today, and we took neoprints for the first time this year. and we got high after that. hahahaa.
i heard notice me on perfect ten this morning. ROAR.
techno numbs your brain, stops you from thinking too much. ya'll should go try listenin to it.
sitting on the steps from the st mikes canteen leading to the bball courts at 7pm helps too. rather therapeutic, if you dont think about ghosts. :)
i may seem alright, but i really am not. its not like you care anyway.
Y bring on the bling
7:19 PM
7:19 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me,
You don't even notice me.
Y bring on the bling
9:31 PM
9:31 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
All that is mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in every way
You want it i gave you, you need me I was there
Now you treat me like if I'm not here
I loved you I need you, don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more, I feel I'm dyin inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So if you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just rembemer I loved you, it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
Y bring on the bling
11:15 PM
11:15 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
you're so near, yet so far
and i don't think i'll ever get to you.
just give it up already,
When will our eyes meet
When can I touch you
When will this strong yearning end
And when will I hold you again.
Y bring on the bling
10:24 PM
10:24 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
I'd never imagined before
That the world could be turned on its head
I'd never have thought
To be here in this place
I'd never have dreamt that in love
I'd be lost and so easily led
I guess I was caught
By that hint of a smile on her face
I thought I was happy
When my life was as easy as pie
But that was the past
Of an ignorant youth
I'm falling in love with the girl
But I'm forced to be living a lie
And she'd never love me
And if she knew the truth
Is it asking too much
If I pray for a miracle, miracle
That one day she'll love me
One day she'll say I care.
Y bring on the bling
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
Even though you find it's hard,
Forget that girl,
Even though you love her,
She's in love with her, my friend,
she's in love with her,
Oh yeah, she's in love with her.
Y bring on the bling
9:49 PM
9:49 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
i just dont understand how some people can sit there and lie to your face, its just unbelievable
eyecandy early in the morning, oooh it helped :) i was so distracted, like omg.
anyway, sitting on the sofa using my mom's laptop and watching signs on channel five (or attempting to since the screen is blocking my view)
maybe its a good thing my com's down after all :)
just that i cant upload photos and stuff.
ive got a surprise for you (you know who you are)
HAHHA :D
i hear FIREWORKS!! but i dont see any :(
mabel, please remember that we dont care bout anyone or anything cos we've got each other and thats all we need aiight? :) i love you, so damn much. *huggsss&kisses
Heartbreaker, you got the best of me
But I just keep on coming back incessantly
Oh, why did you have to run your game on me
I should have known right from the start
You'd go and break my heart
Y bring on the bling
7:59 PM
7:59 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
got our o level chinese results back today,
dance elections as well. had to sit through 20plus people's speeches and i guess i just tuned out after awhile. hahahah. wanted to stay for triqnaqi but decided not to and went for lunch with nut jaime khym keisha mabel nor and jo.
lunch was GOOD, ive missed the smalleys so. now we've just gotta find a chance to ALL meet up and go out together.. eh! haha. now mabel and i owe them a compo,
my boyfriend is having an affair with my boo. how wrong is that!
my coms still down! roaaar.
and i just realised i forgot to blogg about the sec ones performance on sunday at yck cc. valerie, marianne, mariah, cheryl, meimei, vanessa, you guys were good. but yall gotta keep working harder yes? went to jalan kayu for prata with mabel, keisha, meimei, marianne and valerie and the sec ones JUST CRACK ME UP! hahahaha. they're damn sweet too la. marianne wrote us this lil note which btw i still have vanessa's, andrea's and keisha's. oops. just go read their bloggs. hilarious shit. im gon miss them
yeah we're trying ta be unaffected by this whole issue. itll get better day by day, cos ill have my boo with me :) it ends here. or at least im tryin to.
Y bring on the bling
10:54 PM
10:54 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
You're beautiful,
You're beautiful,
Your beautiful,
It's true
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
cause I'll never be with you.
Y bring on the bling
6:34 PM
6:34 PM
but so insensitive when it comes to others.
ironic i say.
maybe this was what you planned for, what you wanted.
and you've gotten it.
you had to ruin everything,
are you happy now?
Y bring on the bling
5:57 PM
5:57 PM
Y bring on the bling
5:51 PM
5:51 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
chicken rice, meeting nat the boyfriend, and buying glitter with mabel and andrea,
i LOVE.
Y bring on the bling
5:33 PM
5:33 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
im back. my com is wonky so im using the laptop now.
danceamania rehearsal (where i screwed up big time). physics lesson at night. the n language. spotcheck. got caught for nails socks belt hair. roar. DANCEAMANIA. !! ok i said some stupid things. like lets give a round of hand for green house. ah whatever. dinner with the dancers. night study for an hour. harry potter and the half blood prince. triqnaqi, sat behind and watched the juniors dance. dinner with the usual people. night study. yeh yeh omg nor and jo saw stuff. gawd. today, went for lunch with the dancers. yan jing tang alert twice!!
shoot me, but i kinda miss danceamania esp watching the sec ones dance. justine joyce melissa cheryl janice lianne audrey amelia, you guys were damn good. ya'll just keep dancing hard aiight! ha. just read some of their blogs. its really damn funny.
"had the danceamania thing (rehearsal) after school too and our dancing was crap it wasnt even dancing then we went to the dance studio to practice somemore. everybody was angry then beverley got her tap shoes and then she was very happy. the end."
" beverley did my eyeshadow. purple n white! so sweet. haha. then beverley kept tickling my eye haha."
"then mabel andrea and beverley started "frizzing" everyone's hair!! but they couldnt frizz mine properly cos it's too long"
HAHA omg lianne cracks me up. its back combing not frizzing!!
so that was my week.
sec 1s performance on sun, tuition, then exam mass. its gon be a busy sunday!
half day on mon, mock prelim prac after that till 230 (i will slap the school's face i swear!)
tues, FIREWORKS.
wed, out with my favouritest people please.
yeah its good,its good.
okay maybe not everythings good but whatever, im not gon think about it, stop JUST STOP it ah beverley.
Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
Y bring on the bling
7:06 PM
7:06 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
tonight,
i
saw
my
world
explode.
i just lost it. like that,
ms nicoleteo is right, some people are unhappy inside but they just dont show it.
am i happy? ha, thats me
Y bring on the bling
11:19 PM
11:19 PM
